Whale in the sky

I miss my friends more than I miss air conditioning

i live here

like permanently

shit this is weird

I feel like I am perpetually packing. I don’t know if I am ready to leave in two days. I have had too many goodbyes in the past few days and it scares me that there are a lot of people who I will barely ever see again. This is sad

Today was my last guitar lesson before I leave for college. I’ve been taking lessons from the same person for over four years, and he has really become one of the best friends I have. And even though he is several years older than me, I still feel like we’ve grown up together. He was one of the most influential people for me as a teenager and one of the most consistent friends I’ve had. Besides the fact that he’s the best musician I know, he has also given me more advice than anyone else. Anyway, I really feel like a big part of my life is ending now and I’m really sad. I’m going to miss Charlie a whole lot.

i just composed something on garageband for the first time in a really long time. i am moving in less than a week now. i’m going to go be nostalgic and sad until i fall asleep yay

sometimes when i hear adults talking about really inane things i let them know that their conversation is boring, and then they tell me that when i’m older i’m going to talk about stuff like that too. i think that’s really sad because i never want to grow up to talk about my home appliances and furnishings and gossip about how awful my neighbor’s yard looks