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August 25th     4:28 pm

i think i would be a lot less resentful of school if i could just teleport to and from class and didn’t have to commute in the same space as thousands of students who somehow don’t seem to understand that bike lines are for bikes and not people or brush soldiers with some bro walking on the wrong side of the stairway who is talking about what a “slut” some girl is

August 18th     1:38 pm

//bleak// (at Third Street Park)

//bleak// (at Third Street Park)

August 16th     2:08 pm

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wolfpile:

no one will save you your death will go largely unnoticed inherent meaning does not exist enjoy a ginger beer

it becomes increasingly difficult to communicate w the ones you love new iphone 11 w difficult emotion direct transfer

desire constantly re-transcribes itself across your failing body nothing feels real you will be forgotten capture it with kroger disposable camera

god is dead science is comatose earth will go on without you find your new luxury dark matter flat in messier 83 galaxy today *free utilities*

you have come to realize most objects of creation are feeble attempts to satiate an ego machine your thoughts are misled your heart is choked by capital it’s about goddamn time you had a bag of salt & malt vinegar chips

all or most interactions are informed or in relation to capital / use value only your dogs love you unconditionally it is all circumstance it is not circumstantial at all perk up w a locally roasted cold brew buddy

August 10th     10:55 am

august always feels like a lot of endings and beginnings

i remember moving into this apartment one year ago, sitting on the kitchen counter eating oatmeal left by the previous tenant

that oatmeal sat in our kitchen all year and yesterday i threw it away

i remember eating oatmeal while listening to a lot of elliott smith because you told me to, and how i couldn’t finish eating because my stomach was full with despair

and how i felt stranded between that insurmountable despair and some vague but extreme hopefulness

and falling in love with the family upstairs before i realized the husband was abusive, and feeling a sharp pang in my chest every time i heard him singing with his wife or playing guitar for his baby

and watching the moon from my window

and waking up to the sound of the baby crying

and thinking about the progression of life and pain

and the time the sun rose and you were there

since then hundreds of suns have risen

and today i am moving to a new house.

August 6th     9:31 pm

things that are disgusting:

1. the quantity of nachos i just ate

2. how much i like this video

August 4th     10:03 pm

“ When two people part it is the one who is not in love who makes the tender speeches. ”

— Marcel Proust

July 30th     6:06 pm

humansofnewyork:

“She said ‘I love you and I want to spend my life with you.’ Then ten days later, we sat in a diner, and she said ‘I don’t want to be with you anymore.”“What was your happiest moment with her?”“The happiest times were just little moments of exuberance. Like when she jumped on my back because something swam up against her in the ocean. Or when we danced in the kitchen when the pizza arrived.”

humansofnewyork:

“She said ‘I love you and I want to spend my life with you.’ Then ten days later, we sat in a diner, and she said ‘I don’t want to be with you anymore.”
“What was your happiest moment with her?”
“The happiest times were just little moments of exuberance. Like when she jumped on my back because something swam up against her in the ocean. Or when we danced in the kitchen when the pizza arrived.”

July 30th     4:50 pm

every part of bloomington is under construction and it is really freaking me out (i literally woke up to someone climbing up a ladder by my window) and i almost cried on the phone at work today so i am unwinding with a coconut water because i feel like i should at least indulge my body’s weird cravings rn

July 17th     8:49 am

July 15th     6:26 pm

so turns out this song is really famous, but i just heard it for the first time and think it is great. hayden says it is a song you listen to “when the sun is about to come up and you are kind of drunk with people you feel weird about but are also probably really similar to”

s.t.